http://customcartoon.wordpress.com/2012/05/17/nike-dunk-quagmire-high-heels-blue-red/
wauw. <3

I am not always smart. but when I am I make sure of everyone notice it.

lol sometimes I think my quotes are brilliant..

I don't trust people I can't relate with at all..

I wonder how many men actually have fucked, or just dip their cock in some food. for example apple pie (american pie)

i want this toilet seat...
http://himmelogfjord.blogspot.dk/search/label/Design

from 06:04 it is getting totally correct..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpnkccQ-WJg

well, honestly

when I become uncomfortable or afraid I do crazy or weird or less disgusting things

I hate to be:
emotional and sensitive

I fake my happiness, so people are not worried. and I say "everything is fine" with a fake smiley face, when my closest or people I have contact with ask me how it goes.

at this time I go around the city and think:
please, please choke me someone?

omg that sound sooo emo :(

no love. no life

when life get shitty; and I mean very freaking fucking fuckt up shitty, and u cant see anything to do, shoot your self in the head = relief.

I think I've got a depression. I'm actually very sure about having one right now. never have it before. my first time. lol.

I find it deeply ironic I'm still alive. of all the threats I have been exposed to. of all the times I've been close to death. of all that I have deliberately done I could die of.


some satanisk sadistisk son of a bitch wants me keep living. fucking asshole.

my name rhymes on Silly..

real life girl friends (not relationship) their ex dont dare to friend me on facebook. I most be scary... or a threat? or maybe just creepy. I have already been called that before..

:/

jeg tror Alexanders chakra er blå
Jeg tror, ​​jeg ved et uheld så det


I think Alexander's chakra is blue
i think I accidentally saw it

love week, I am weak of love..

this time it is a week where I am thinking about love just in denish words, because it will take me too long to translate (im so lazy and I know it). you can maybe do the translate on bing or google if you really need to and are really curious about what it is:

http://translate.google.dk/?hl=da&tab=wT#da/en/ (google translate)
or
http://www.bing.com/translator (bing translate)

Tænk engang: 

Ingen kan elske mig. Dem jeg forelsker mig i, sviner mig til, er onde imod mig, modbydelige eller mobber mig, (kommer an på hvilken alder vi har)

Dem som forelsker sig i mig, som jeg gerne vil have siger de ikke fortjener mig 

Dem som forelsker sig i mig og jeg ikke er forelsket i, de slår op, for jeg vil ikke såre dem, som jeg er blevet af dem jeg blev forelsket i. Og de slår op fordi de fornemmer at jeg ikke elsker dem, tilsidst. (jeg siger det dog aldrig) 

Dem jeg bliver kærester med, som jeg rent faktisk kommer til at elske højt, de har ikke tid til at give mig kærlighed. (overvejer skal jeg slå op? Føler mig knust og alene) 

Jeg sulter efter kærlighed. Fra en mand jeg elsker, men det bare en fantasi. Så snart jeg finder manden så kommer afvisningen. Uanset mand. Er han smuk er han arrogant og led og siger han at jeg er for grim til ham, osv. Er han grim, siger han at jeg skal behandles som en prinsesse, og at han ikke er god nok til mig. Jeg er for god for ham, osv. 

Uanset hvilket køn jeg forelsker mig i, regner det med afvisninger. Min eneste ene hader mig, og jeg finder aldrig nogen der ligner ham i opførsel. 

Jeg er træt af at være ked af det og har komplet glemt hvad meningen med livet er. 

Jeg lever i en fantasi verden, ikke konstant, men ofte. Det min eneste helle for den brutale verden omkring mig. Jeg har været vidne til for mange ting, som jeg fortrænger og sjældent tænker over. Jeg er nød til at leve i fantasi verdenen, for jeg er bange for, hvis nogen tvinger mig ud så bliver jeg så sindsyg at jeg skal ind på den lukkede (psykiatriske) afdeling. Men se det på den måde: hellere fantasi verden end luder/ stripper miljø og stoffer. Det var mit andet valg, som fx. Mange af mine veninder har valgt, og de har kun oplevet ca. Halvt så meget som mig. de har også Inklusive ufatteligt mange diagnoser.

Alt for mange mennesker lever efter mottoet: hellere såre andre, end at lade andre såre en, når det kommer til kærlighed.

ps kærligheden til/ fra min mor, er ikke den jeg savner..

it is not like you dont like me anymore.. you never had..


I have never insulted you or been unkind to you. only in your imagination. I think the thought about that I HAVE offended you, even when I haven't gives you the benefits, so you have a bigger and better reason to hate me.

I'm single, and this is what I got in return. can't say otherwise than I deserve it.


maybe my heart rot because I do not get enough love?

the love I need?

each time I chats with a man and he write to me "yes I do" or "I do" I blush and get warm and thinking about marriage..

my x bfs friend really would want this (this also reminds me of why I dont have many views on my blog)

http://animepoinksdownload.blogspot.dk/

sooo nerdy ;)

about you.

You can create a feeling and made it to dust, but you can not rebuild dust to a feeling. there is nothing left. neither anger, sadness, joy or passion. my feelings for you is death. But I do not want you dead. I just don't care about you anymore because the way you play with my feelings for so long have driven me tired. it was not your opinion, I know, but you have never been accustomed to other feeling, and this has now led to me. you feel what you're used to. and though it hurt you, then you are most comfortable with what is happening now, because you at least recognize that feeling.

My life used to be a fairytale. but without you it's what I think is hell..

I just have one important thing to say

I will never understand people who do not like candy and sweets,
and I'm so ungrateful that I feel hit and hurt when I hear that my ex boyfriends have a better (love) life than I ..
I am called very strange, but those who keep me as a friend, says I'm weird in a cool way, and that it gives me a cool personality.
those who are most honest with me, and dosent know me, calls me so strange, that I need mental examined and that I even need "help"

by the fucking way:
happy new year. love you all... <3

mmh

Im not a slut.
I just love sex. <3