the txt before "xxx"

My not normal day to day: (Yeah, i know i spell like hell, but i think the rest of the world scould know):

me
hey
fault you wasent on the internet in days?

Walton
? we were talking 15 hours ago
im sorry but u need to remember theres a time difference lilly

me
you wasent on the internet in 3 days, cause you were broke?

Walton
IN 3 DAYS MY INTERNET IS CUT OFF

Walton
its not cut off for only 3 days....sigh...

me
i know.
so how come you are online

Walton
IN 3 DAYS IT HAPPENS

me
oh. i fault it happen from to day, and was cut off in 3 days

Walton
not it happens for only 3 days....omg... k i was trying to say goodbye to u, but this is unbelievable.... how do u really think we could ever be together? we cant even talk.
goodbye lilly...ill soon be taking a lot of pills and vodka and i probably wont wake up. it was nice knowing you.

me
no
dont say goodbye
dont die.
ill call you.
and if you try to do something at least ill travel to canada, just to be there to your funeral..
ill write to your friend, adam'
dont worry

Walton
dont tell him im making audio goodbyes

me
i will. cause i care about you
and ill ignore your stupid shit
yesterday u promis me not to commid sueside

Walton
ya well i lost my mom, my apartment, and my support today so ill be homeless in 20 days

me
you can maybe live with a friend..
is your mom dead?

Walton
lily, stop
no she disowned me

me
i love you and i care
i wouldnt stop
hear me?

Walton
ok then. im not lying to u. i need to leave now.
im probably not doing it tonight, i realize i have a lot of things i need to take care of, but i have the ingredients now to do it painlessly.

me
who is Lisa

Walton
i made an audio goodbye for u too
?
ummmm a name? i dono lol
i dont really know any lisas anymore

me
Lisa Jo*********

Walton
oh a random. wtf kind of question is that?

me
where do she live?

Walton
i dont talk to her nor have i met her nor does she live in the same country. btw, fuck u for that. i cannot believe after what i told u you ask me that qusetion.
shutup lilly. ive never been so upset with u. i have no idea. america?
wtf is that business of yours and why the fuck would it matter at all? are u insane?

me
yeah, i am.
and crazy too
(i was thinking of writing with you, but i did'nt)

Walton
answer my question. what the fuck was the point of that question?
last chance lilly...

me
hm, to write to then
who is close to you.
literally
not like friends,.

Walton
wow i cant believe how much i dislike you right now.

me
and i have allready told them.
dont care if u hate me.
as long as you are safe, im happy

Walton
ok ill never speak to u and tell everyone youre a jealous psycho whos mad because i turned her down. hell, my friends think it already.

me
yeah. cause they all trust you.
and you have never talk about your life on a bad way..
(i was ironic about they trusted him, and they most much more trust me, cause he was talking about his shitty life everyday to all his friends on facebook)

Walton
make sense

me
so they have all the reasons to untrust me.
(ironic again)

Walton
your words no speaka the engrish.
no, they just all know yer a crazy stalker woman from denmark

me
ok. now i can leave you for a while.

Walton
just, stay the fuck out of my life. i was trying to talk to u and tell u how much u mean to me, now im just beyond angry.

me
yeah
anger is stronger than sorrow, so keep it that way
and you wouldnt do anything stupid
(like kill him self)

Walton
ok if u actually told people that dont really know me u are the most fucked person on the goddamn planet and i will destroy your life. and trust me, i can do it from here.

me
i didnt.
i only told people that knew you.
so they can rescue you, insted of me..

Walton
HOW THE FUCK DO U KNOW WHO DOES OR NOT?!
(cause i remember who he has talking about to me)

me
cause you cant help your self

Walton
U ARE THE BIGGEST FUCKED UP CUNT! FUCKIN DIE BITCH!
seriously depending on who u told, i will actually HAVE to kill myself. u just ruined the only life i may have hung on to...u are so stupid and horrible...

Walton
my god... how could u do that...u just not only destroyed everything i had left in life, but now ill just be burned in a morgue and end up in a pile of unclaimed ash... u have no idea what u have done...

me
if u just think that i would lay down, and dont give a crap about your dying, you was wrong..

Walton
well now i have no choice. im so beyond humiliated and now being talked about as a joke, ive lost everything. think u fucking idiot. THINK.

me
terribly wrong.. because you are not some random person. you know that..
you are not a joke. and im not like others that dosent give a fuck about you.

Walton
no? so why did my ex just message me laughing at me?

me
well, you didnt think like your self, when you was talking about suicide
she is laughing at me. me, cause I am insane..

Walton
who did u tell?
which people specifically did u tell?
GODDAMN IT TELL ME THAT MUCH!
u dont understand, if u told the wrong person...i will be remembered as a forgotten joke
if u told the right ones, then i understand

me
adam, jessica and kelsey

Walton
OMG!!!
omfg no...omg no...
dude no... omg...
kelsey isnt my friend... omg omg omg...
omg...
omfg.... u fuckin whore....omg....
omfg right now shes telling everyone who hates me....oh my god....what the fuck?!?!?!?
that is THE worst person possible man... u have no idea what u have done....
omg fuck....omg....u ruined my life and death....nomatter what happens illl never forgive u... u have no idea what u have done man....no FUCKING CLUE!!!!!!
i fuckin hate you more than ive ever hated anyone...karma will destroy u for this. and i hope it does it slowly you evil cunt.
YOU JUST KILLED ME! YOU DID! congratulations lilli, u are a murderer.
do u realize by telling kelsey u just told 50 people who i used to care about immensely who now hate me? including my childood best friend, jody, 2 exs, including eleanor?!?!?!? u cant do u that!! omg u cant do that...thats not your place....  omg...
by trying to "help" me all you did was humiliate me completely....omg....u are the most evil person... after everything, u do this?! u are FUCKING RETARDED! I TOLD U KELSEY WASNT MY FRIEND! OMG...OMFG...I HATE YOU!!!!!!
SAY FUCKING SOMETHING!!!
u fuckin psycho, u must just be sooo happy... u killed the person u love...u are sick...
seriously say something or ill spend every cent i have in savings on coming to denmark to destroy your life before i go. and when i say destroy, i mean your life will be a hell of a lot worse forever. beyond what u could imagine

me
in denmark people that are not friends help eachother. thats completely normal.. thought it was like that all over in the world..
i was wrong. to say "im sorry" is not enough..

Walton
no u fuckin killed me. that was it. u took the last of what i had...words cannot describe how i feel...
how could u man?
i even told u i wasnt doing it today... wtf is wrong with u...
why her man?! u fuck!!

me
I thought I did it for your own best

me
cause she knew you. no one hates someone that is talking about kill them self. normal people help. nomatter what.

Walton
youre the worst person ive ever met...id do anything to go back in time and never known u.

me
and people love to help

Walton
OMG STFU

me
then, dont ask me to say something.. if you 5 minutes after thinks I should keep my mouth shut.

Walton
i hate u....i hate you with everything inside me....
i hate u more than ive ever hated anyone ever... like, EVER
well youre the 1st woman ever i want to actually hurt....u did that to purposely to hurt me, no one is that fuckin retarded and that much of a cunt.
u are going to burn in a very very very special place in hell for this. godamn u

me
I'm just glad you did not commit suicide. Hate me all you want ..
Your hatred is not important to me. the only important thing is that you don't commit suicide. and now you will either never want to commit suicide, or never dare to commit it .. that is what I have it super fantastic with. no matter of the consequences for you, me or if there ever was an "us"

Walton
you just took EVERYTHING I HAD LEFT FROM ME! WTF ELSE AM I GONNA DO?!

me
live. start over? don't know. you wasn't born to die..
maybe it is not as bad as you fear. perhaps Kelsey will not tell anyone of your friends and those you know and ever care about..

Walton
die
u have no idea.
u dont do things like that. u dont know who kelsey is, u dont know our relationship. u dont know fucking anything cause u are as stupid as a person could be without brain damage
hate isnt even a strong enough word.
u miserable sad fat ugly bitch, how the fuck could u?
just leave me the fuck alone... im going to forget u ever existed because u are truely that pathetic and disgusting of a person... u are worth no ones time. im glad u dont have your child, someone raised by u would end up really fucked up.

(and then he blocked me on facebook. the end.)
(by the way: all that stands in brackets is something I did not write but thought)